2011 HeRe I CoMe!!!!

THE OX Sturdy, earthy, no-nonsense – that’s the Ox. Affectionate and easy-going, the Ox can show a fierce temper when agitated. He is neat, tidy, quiet and studious, with a great love of his home. Music can be a great love. Family life and a loving partner are high on the Ox’s priorities. A wonderful loyal friend. Forecast for 2011 The Ox will have grown quite a bit during 2010. Its whirlwind moments and sudden challenges meant the Ox had to adjust his thinking and change direction on a dime! Some may feel a bit low about the way things went and it’s important to look forward to 2011 and put 2010 firmly behind them. The Chinese Year of the Rabbit will be encouraging for the Ox. For those who wish to change their career or at least change the direction of it, February, March and September will bring exciting offers and progress. Romance is highlighted in a very special way this year, with unattached Oxen finding themselves in exactly the right place at the right time to meet someone very special. For those in a relationship, this will strengthen and grow. June, July and October are wonderful months for love and romance. Friendship will be important during 2011. Whether the Ox is looking for new friends or drawing on friendships he already has, it’s important that he stays socially active. March, August and December will be particularly busy socially. The Ox should take time to ensure his diet is healthy and that he is taking time to exercise and spend time outdoors. Rest and relaxation will be vital for all Oxen during the Year of the Rabbit. Interesting Ox Facts: Zodiac Stone: Aquamarine Special Flower: Carnation Best Hours: 1-3 am Season: Winter Horoscope Colors: Green, Yellow, Black Pisces (Feb 19- Mar 20) 2011 is a two-sided coin for Pisces! Looking ahead to the Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope, there will be major success when it comes to all matters not related to interpersonal relationships. Career, money and the desire to learn and grow will shape the first half of the year. The latter part of the Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope will require the effort and energy that got you to this place to begin with, but that’s okay. Pisces has never been afraid of hard work. When it comes to interpersonal relationships, Pisces 2011 will offer a bit more of a challenge. Many issues will require you to take the time to understand issues and resolve them. The good news is that you are up to the challenge. Sensitive and known to struggle, Pisces will welcome the peace brought on by 2011. Pisces in 2011 Pisces 2011 Career and Income Horoscope Your hard work has finally paid off, as you will surely see in your Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope . In the earlier part of the year, you will most likely see dividends on the effort you put forth from 2010. If you haven’t been laying any groundwork whatsoever, it doesn’t matter much. Luck is with you and in the earlier part of the year, it will feel like you just can’t lose. Everything’s falling into place and, in those moments where you think all if lost, something even better is in the works. Take advantage of this flourishing time in the first quarter of your Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope because after March, career and money will become a much more complex issue. Get ready to work harder because that lucky streak of big rewards with little effort will come to an end. Pisces 2011 Love, Family and Social life Horoscope As for family and friends, things are good. It will be a steady beginnning of comfort and familiarity but watch your step. In July, a certain relationship will get a little rocky. Use this time as a period to reevaluate. Is your friendship or relationship giving you what you need? If the answer is yes, then you need to take a look at what you’re giving in return. Problems are coming from somewhere. Take time to get to the root of the issue and work through it. Although there will be room for misunderstanding until September or October, it’s important to invest a little TLC where it matters. If things get rocky, listen to this Pisces 2011 yearly horoscope and make your relationships count. Pisces 2011 Education and Traveling Horoscope Full of vitality, you welcome all that life has to offer you in terms of education. After all, it was learning how to excel that brought you success in the first place. Your interest in learning will get stronger at the midpoint in the year, whereas the desire to travel will make sense during the stable and successful early months of Pisces 2011. Pisces 2011 Health Horoscope It’s easy to feel good when life is going so well! After all the work you’ve done, you deserve rewards. But don’t let up. Health has a way of sneaking away from you if you stop putting in the time. In spite of the success you will experience at the beginning of the year, maintain moderation in all things. This will keep you out of your head and fight off the indecision you are often prone to. So, get out there and go for it, Pisces 2011!

ThReE

This should have been posted last September 26, 2010... sorry it's late... but just wanted to say that it has been a very colorful number 3... and hopefully it will become more colorful w/ each passing day.. so now.. working on getting to number 4..

CoNvEniEnCe

friends should not need any reason to just drop by anytime...
friends should not only just be remembered when you failed at something..
friends should not only be remembered when you just had your heart broken..
nor should they be only remembered when you feel lonely..
because the point is... friends should always be remembered.. good times and bad..
and NOT only when it is convenient..

CoNfiDeNt THiEf

i still can't get over the stuff that the thief took from our bhauz... i am not sure if i am going to laugh or cry.. letche! nanggrocery sa balay. unsay pagto-o niya? supermarket??!!!! gone are my noodles (2packs), pancit canton (1pack), crab and corn soup (2sachets), corn kernels (1 big can) , milo (6sachets), pineapple tidbits (at least 3packs) , milo collectible cups (2pcs), 1 big lock n lock container and more (kung unsa pa to lain sulod sa akong cupboard) gibilin lang ang tuna ug sardinas.... (at may gana pa siyang mamili sa???!!!!) plus he took my islander sandals and 1 black shirt.. nangukab pa jud sa ref nya g inom among fresh milk and took sam's 5pcs of apples and alex's porchops... wala pa cguro nasatisfy sa milk gpagawas pa ang pitchel ug niinom ug tubig... sam's new shirt and nikki's CPU are also missing.. haaaaaaaaaaayyyy.. kung wala maabot c nikki bcin maapil pa ang 4kilos of rice.... faet... baga jud kaayo ug nawong!!! confident!!! whoever he is I hope he gets food poisoning and rot in hell...

ThOuGhTs

it's been a couple of months since my last blog and it's been tiring..
i don't know why but even w/ just thinking i get tired...
grumpy, irritable, and sometimes unreasonable.... moods that you can see in me often...
there's just gonna be 1 more chemo cycle and hopefully we're done w/ the treatment..
yipee!!!! i'm happy that somehow everything looks like it is going to go back to "almost" normal soon.... yet with the ending of this hurdle, another worry is knocking at my door...
whatever discussions about my future is going to be put in motion again... the truce is going to be lifted and i'm gonna need to be battle-ready again...
i know i am being selfish and stubborn... you might even think that i am overreacting and blowing it out of proportions... but for me right NOW, i am fighting to have the freedom to decide on what to do w/ myself... i don't wanna go home... i don't see how i am gonna make a living there.... i don't want to be told what to do.. i don't want to have to argue everyday... i don't even want to listen to bickering every day.... i don't want to fight w/ people that i love... i am tired of tiptoeing around them... i don't want to take care of other people and everything by myself... i'm not ready to be THAT responsible and kind yet... i am still learning to take care of myself and still at the stage of exploring the world... i have not seen much of the outside yet but i am already expected to go home????... it feels so unfair... i wrote NOW in caps because i know later when i am already satisfied with what i have seen outside, I CAN and I WILL do it willingly... i know i will be going back home... all i am asking is for now... please let me grow and please let me be...

JANUARY 2010

I know I've been silent since November..
my life's been crazy and it's just recently that somehow i had enough time and inspiration to write again..

1st off, mom's 1st chemo cycle was last Jan. 8. luckily not much bad reaction... she just experienced vomiting 3days after the chemo. lasted for 2 days.. after that she wants to go places as if she didn't undergo chemo.. she got bored just staying at home.. then she gets easily irritated and argues w/ dad almost everyday.. and it's draining me... badlungon sad kaayo akong mom.. haaayyy.. pwede pa lang makigbaylo ay! akoy mama nya akong mom ang anak kay nabunalan na guro.. but don't get me wrong.. i love my parents.. :)

2nd chemo cycle will be on Feb. 5... hopefully all goes well.. even now she's starting to loose her hair and is worried about it.. i keep telling her that it's ok and that it'll grow back and not to worry about it.. it's her chance to show off her new hats and scarves.. :)

then just last week or so we learned that my dad also has a health problem that needs operation. but at least it's not as immediate as my mom's so we're planning to have his operation after mom's chemo cycles.

honestly, didn't want to write about this... but seeing a friend yesterday by chance has triggered my emotions.. and here i am..

i was really happy yesterday when i saw my friend eventhough his first words were "BING!!!! You are so big!" w/ the matching facial expression.. hahaha.. it was sooo him.. then he opened up his arms and i hugged him.. it was the 1st time that i hugged him @ the center of a busy mall and i think it's the first time that he offered to be hugged... hehehe.. it has been a while since i last saw and talked to him. i know i am wrapped up in my world and it's the same w/ him.. and to think that meeting was just like for 5mins. 'coz he had to go eat and i had to go buy my mom's meds and to look for a fan but "wham!. .great impact!". it made me feel secure in our friendship and it made me happy... i was tired and i think it was not the usual "tired after a day's work"... it made me emotional that i felt like crying while i was still at the mall.. i realized that i needed his hug and that i missed my friend... and i had this big silly smile until i got home.. 'til now i get teary eyed when i think about it.. :) all i can say is "thank you friend"..

FeAr

just received the diagnoses from my Mama's surgeon today.
now, we're battling the fear of Breast Cancer...
my Mom needs to have mastectomy....

every time i am alone i just want to sit and cry....
i keep telling myself that i need to be strong for my Mom...
so i have to put on a straight face everytime i see her and go w/ her to see her doctor...
in my heart i am praying that everything will turn out ok..

God help us....