Friday, December 26, 2008

My oPiNioN




you see the world in rose-tinted glasses...

you feel light and ready to give love and kindness to everyone around you..

you are happy and almost always smiling....

that is how it is to be so in love right?????


now in the bliss of happiness where does jealousy come in?

to feel that tiny twinge of pain every time somebody makes the goo-goo eyes on your beloved...

or everytime your beloved makes the goo-goo eyes on someone?

a sign of insecurity???? YES.... controllable??? YES...

but still it is there...

i guess you can say it's natural for us humans to feel it...

i really don't think that there is such a person who does not feel that tiny twinge...

however tiny it is...

i myself feel those bites... bites from reality...

but i accept it.. that i encounter jealousy every now and then....

i don't deny and hide from it..

am i insecure then?... we all have our own insecurities...

we can only limit them and minimize them until it almost no longer exists...

or we can delude ourselves that it is nonexistent....

but to be totally free of it????? i doubt...

so being in love... it's normal to have even a little bit of jealousy...


but jealousy although is the most common yet is not always the root of clashes....

i daresay i can feel anger at somebody just because i don't like the situation...

but it doesn't mean i am jealouse of that particular person....

nor i am insecure.... it is just i don't like the situation... is that not enough?

do i have to be overflowing with insecurity for me to say i don't like the situation????

this is my opinion... like it or not... laugh at me even.. but THIS IS ME...

and i am not going to concede any time soon...