FeAr

just received the diagnoses from my Mama's surgeon today.
now, we're battling the fear of Breast Cancer...
my Mom needs to have mastectomy....

every time i am alone i just want to sit and cry....
i keep telling myself that i need to be strong for my Mom...
so i have to put on a straight face everytime i see her and go w/ her to see her doctor...
in my heart i am praying that everything will turn out ok..

God help us....

FRiEnDs????

right?!!!!
with friends like you who would need enemies!!!!
can't help but laugh... OMG!!!!
such a facade!!!..

liar.. liar.. head's on fire...

Only When SHe Sleeps

this is for a friend who i hope finds her peace when she sleeps 'coz i know every time she's awake she's been struggling to be free from her pain and sadness.
Smiling and laughing... hiding a broken heart that's been trampled on by people who's not even worth a speck of her time and love.

ONLY WHEN I SLEEP
by: The Corrs

You're only just a dreamboat
Sailing in my head
You swim my secret oceans
Of coral blue and red
Your smell is incense burning
Your touch is silken yet
It reaches through my skin
And moving from within
It clutches at my breast

But it's only when I sleep
See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But its only when I sleep

And when I wake from slumber
Your shadow's disappear
Your breath is just a sea mist
Surrounding my body
I'm workin' through the daytime
But when it's time to rest
I'm lying in my bed
Listening to my breath
Falling from the edge
But it's only when I sleep

See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But its only when I sleep
It's only when I sleep

Sharon instrumental

Up to the sky
Where angels fly
I'll never die
Hawaiian High
In bed I lie
No need to cry
My sleeping cry
Hawaiian High

It's reaching through my skin
Movin' from within
Clutches at my breasts
But it's only when I sleep....

See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But its only when I sleep

Up to the sky
Where angels fly
I'll never die
Hawaiian High
In bed I lie
No need to cry
My sleeping cry
Hawaiian High.....