A PROMISE

I promised a friend today that I'll write up something here by the end of the day so that she'll know updates about me.... she just married last year and is now living far from where I am and where we met....

Thinking of her right now makes me think that in the group, she's the one who usually organizes gatherings at her parents' house to hang out, to have fun or just so we can talk and exchange news.... hehehe.. wierd thought though 'coz I am one of those in the group who's not the "always present" type so how come this is the 1st thing I missed and noticed when she flew to her new home.... but yeah.. I'm missing it..

ok.. ok.. I know... i'm supposed to be here to talk about me..

hmmm.. not much I can tell... I am contented w/ what I have (of course that excludes MONEY... I want to be rich too!!!! and right now I'm still a pauper.. huhuhuh..)... I am still trying to do better personally, emotionally and career-wise.. Conflicts??? yep, a little here and there but not that overwhelming yet... I guess I'm learning to voice out what I want and be a little selfish.... too general huh? oh well, can't say anything more specific or else this is going to be really boring.... basta to sum it all up, I'm still me.. the BING that you met that day.. what else can I say???... hehehe...

Oh yeah... I'm going on an adventure this weekend.. going to some place I haven't been to and w/ people who have not been there too.. we're just gonna be riding the bus and whatever local vehicle available when we get to our destination.. no car.. no guide but the internet and the name of the place.... it's just here in Cebu... probably boring to some since they'd been to places but... still it's new to me so.... I'm SO EXCITED... hehehehe

that's 'bout it... so trivial... but a promise is a promise however small it is.. :)

hope you didn't get bored CUZ!!! :)

ingatz always!!!...

TYPE OF TEMPERAMENT

I AM A CHOLERIC SANGUINE

CHOLERIC

Choleric corresponds to the fluid of yellow bile, the season of summer (dry and hot), and the element of fire. A person who is choleric is a doer and a leader. They have a lot of ambition, energy, and passion, and try to instill it in others. They can dominate people of other temperaments, especially phlegmatic types. Many great charismatic military and political figures were cholerics. On the negative side, they are easily angered or bad-tempered. A person described as "bilious" is mean-spirited, suspicious, and angry. This, again, is an adaptation of the old humor theory "choleric."

SANGUINE

Sanguine indicates the personality of an individual with the temperament of blood, Night, the season of spring (wet and hot), and the classical element of air. A person who is sanguine is generally light-hearted, funloving, a people person, loves to entertain, spontaneous, and confident. However they can be arrogant, cocky, and indulgent. He/She can be day-dreamy and off-task to the point of not accomplishing anything and can be impulsive, possibly acting on whims in an unpredictable fashion. This also describes the manic phase of a bipolar disorder. The humour of Sanguine is usually treated with leeches.

Personality Type: Extrovert

Creative, resourceful, and intellectually quick, these Extroverts are good at a broad range of things. Enjoy debating issues, and may be into one-up-manship. They get very excited about new ideas and projects, but may neglect the more routine aspects of life. Generally outspoken and assertive. They enjoy people and are stimulating company. Excellent ability to understand concepts and apply logic to find solutions.

LIFE LESSONS

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
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I've learned that no matter how much I care some people just don't care back.
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I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
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I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
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I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but whom you have in your life that counts.
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I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
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I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
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I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
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I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
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I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
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I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
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I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
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I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
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I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And, just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
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I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
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I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt, and you will hurt in the process.
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I've learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.
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I've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
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I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you can’t.

HOROSCOPE

THE OX in the Year of the Ox:

......The Ox is the sign of prosperity through fortitude and hard work. As one might guess, such people are dependable, calm and modest. Like his animal namesake, the Ox is unswervingly patient, tireless in his work, and capable of enduring any amount of hardship without complaint

...... People born in this year are also said to be stubborn, narrow minded, and with low public relations skills.

.....Interesting combinations, I must say. These and lots more are sure in store for us in the Chinese Year of the Ox 2009. So let’s see what other things are coming for the Ox as well as those in the other animal year.

......Continuing with our discussion of the Ox, the male Ox can look forward to a better year in 2009 compared to their female counterpart, as far as the romance department is concern. The female Ox can only expect for short term romances, and she even have to take initiatives at times. On the other hand, with the star Tai Yin shining on them, which represents females with influence to help them out, the male Ox can expect to have better luck on love, and is likely to meet someone he likes.

......Aside from the love factor, Tai Yin is also known as a Star of Wealth which means that it can influence his luck on wealth positively. So if the male Ox is working under a female supervisor, he can expect more support and recognition, with a better chance of progress and development in career. But while Tai Yin signifies progress, it is slow yet steady. This means that the Ox should not be pushy or rush his way, if he does, his luck might go the other way.

.....Another lucky star shining on the Ox (1913, 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 2009) in 2009 is Guo Yin, which is an authority star is also known as the seal of the General. This can be interpreted that his progress and developments will be recognized and achieved with much authority.

......Unfortunately, unlucky stars are also shining upon the Ox. These stars are Guan Suo, Gou Shen, Di Sha and Tian Sha which could cause annoyance because of poor interpersonal relationships and some disputes. Guan Suo, for one, represents financial disputes and blackmailing. These unlucky stars can cause turbulence to the Ox’s otherwise beautiful career path for the

Year of the Ox 2009. It is advised that he should work on and improved his interpersonal relationships skill, as this is his weakest department, and the area he is likely to go wrong.

PISCEAN OX

.....Sensitivity influences the toughness of the Ox to produce a delicate personality, with unlimited creativity and perspicacity. Piscean Oxen are artistic and would rather work behind the scenes than be a visible member of the team.

My oPiNioN

you see the world in rose-tinted glasses...

you feel light and ready to give love and kindness to everyone around you..

you are happy and almost always smiling....

that is how it is to be so in love right?????

now in the bliss of happiness where does jealousy come in?

to feel that tiny twinge of pain every time somebody makes the goo-goo eyes on your beloved...

or everytime your beloved makes the goo-goo eyes on someone?

a sign of insecurity???? YES.... controllable??? YES...

but still it is there...

i guess you can say it's natural for us humans to feel it...

i really don't think that there is such a person who does not feel that tiny twinge...

however tiny it is...

i myself feel those bites... bites from reality...

but i accept it.. that i encounter jealousy every now and then....

i don't deny and hide from it..

am i insecure then?... we all have our own insecurities...

we can only limit them and minimize them until it almost no longer exists...

or we can delude ourselves that it is nonexistent....

but to be totally free of it????? i doubt...

so being in love... it's normal to have even a little bit of jealousy...

but jealousy although is the most common yet is not always the root of clashes....

i daresay i can feel anger at somebody just because i don't like the situation...

but it doesn't mean i am jealouse of that particular person....

nor i am insecure.... it is just i don't like the situation... is that not enough?

do i have to be overflowing with insecurity for me to say i don't like the situation????

this is my opinion... like it or not... laugh at me even.. but THIS IS ME...

and i am not going to concede any time soon...

FeMiNiNe and MaScULine????????????

What can I say????? bwahahahaha..